ok so i kno i haven't been on in a long time. to many things going on. but things are gettin better. i have lost weight. im still at 140 tho:P progress is slow. fasting for 5 days and then going to go on a green diet. no meants, only vegies. mother is putting me on birthcontrol so i now i'll be gaining weight here soon. so there is another reason for not eating. school is good. and we are 7 weeks in now. i hate it but im getting better grades o i know this year will be a lot more fun because i'll be able to do a lot more. i have more responsibility. that is fine.that also means i have more privoleges. im taking german this year in school. im very happy. my goal is to be 135 bt the end of this month. i know i can do it. i have support at school and i have a man who is my insporation to be perfect. i will get there. if not for him, then for me. tell me about youselves ladies. whats new? whats been  going on here?

sorry i haven't been on a lot. on vacation, doin good with not eating, just really busy, lookin for a job, tryin to get a smoke in everyonece and a while :P, soory ladies, i love you all, hope your all doing well, wish my luck with my next fast. starting tomorrow, for 4 days